(In)Courage post today

Wow, this post was for me today (Something Has to Give). I don't feel tired, or overwhelmed, or like a dry well; but when Sarah cautioned against feeling like you could "do more, do better," and "work just a little harder to make more money," and "feel guilty because you just aren't doing enough," I couldn't believe how well she expressed what I didn't know I was feeling--until I read it.

I'd thought I was doing pretty well. Ironically, I just told Jacob yesterday how content I was. (Was it mixed with a little bit of pride, maybe?) Then I went shopping and found something I wanted but couldn't afford, and later got massively intimidated by another mom's homeschooling schedule. How could it take that little to throw me off kilter?

I think I'm going to go spend some time with the Father tonight. I could use it. :)